Bila Irfan tidur....

He looks so serene when he's sleeping, kan?

It's not easy for me to hold him like this nowadays as he thinks that he has overgrown the hugging and the lying on top of me part..

I miss that..

I miss the feeling of him suckling my breasts for milk...

I miss seeing him falling into a deep slumber after his tummy is filled up with Mommy's goodies..

but while I am at work, I am miss seeing him asking me for "shu-shu"..

and

how he'll always hide behind the curtains when he wants to pass motion and straight away signals me to go

to the toilet once he's done..

I just miss him sooooooooooooooooooooooo  much!